Deep d0wn thE aByss 0f DarkNess...

My first p0st afTer s0 l0ng...well h0w d0 i start...
i stArted 0ff aS a gal wif a n0rmal liFe and eVerythiN wAs pErfeCt...
Wait till i turned back..i Realised taT such a Fact was actually Years ag0...
c0min fr0m a quite n0rmal bacKgr0und...i Am expEcted t0 d0 well in sTudies..
be A brIght stuDent...hAppy..anD wad eVa shit..but tAt was n0t wAd happEned f0r me...


i ScreWed it all...
i meSsed up EverythiNg tAt was g0ing wEll...
i l0st mY m0ther's truSt...my Family's h0pe..My 0wn self happineSs and finAlly...
After aWhile...I reAlisEd tat The reflEcti0n i saW in thE mirr0r wAs n0t evEn mine!!
I l0st mYself In the j0urney while tryin t0 finD myself..

s0 many times...in my m0st scrEwed uP m0ments in life...thEre was AlwayS s0me1 t0 adVise me..s0me1 t0 tell Me wad t0 d0..s0me1 t0 nag at me..sc0ld me..s0me1 t0 critisize anD s0me1 t0 diScriminate mE...bUt tHere wAs n0t a s0ul wh0 Was willin t0 juz Sit still aNd listEn t0 my plIght Tat i wAs in..jUz listEn...

I felt thE m0st painful thing While bEing pricked At eVery paRt 0f my haRt...
I sufFered in Silence t0o AfraiD tat iF i wAs t0 tell 0thers Abt wad i wAs g0in thrU..i maYbe laughEd at 0r tat thEy w0uld lo0k d0wn 0n me...i YearnEd f0r s0me1 0ut there wh0 w0uld understand eVery feeling 0f minE wif jUz my gesTures...s0me1 wh0 w0uld jUz listEn t0 me while i criEd my hart 0ut aNd strEtch 0ut theIr hanDs wheN i neEded a Hug...

I f0und maNy but 0nli fEw wEre sincEre..f0r tat i g0t t0 thank g0d...s0 s0 muCh...
thE 0nes i reAlly wanNa name arE...
My sis:Thanisha(always there)
My Bil: Guru(pulls me up wheneva i fall)
My Besti:Vani(beZ)
My g0dsistas: bhavani...jahan...(always)
My bUddiEs: Vicky...alvin...raja anneh....chickeez(fun fun!!!)
My Love:Black(treasured foreva)


These are the pe0ple wh0m i have Earned afTer all my hArt brEaks...pr0blems..
i lUrve thEse pe0ple s0 s0 mucH n i Treasure thEm juZ as much...

Well...Tats it f0r n0w...L0ves...